fuckin hell.... fuckin cousin ... shes a fuckin bitch... fuckin hate livin wif her rite now. i mean wtf is wrong wif her. ok this is wat happen.

fuckin got home sendin off my frens and i am fuckin tired. a bunch of dishes r left sitin in the sink dirty. cousin came home and ask me to wash the dishes. i told her ill do it tmr cause im tired. she was like noo... tmr its onli me whos goin to do it. blar blar blar and i was thinkin if i say im gonna do it tmr ill do it tmr. and if u dun wanna do it who ask u to ? fuckin got damn pissed den i washed the dishes la. den wtf she fuckin went and inspect the dishes and said like wat the dishes u wash r dirty but not directly. im like fuckin piss den she start trowin the dishes i wash in the sink thinkin im gonna wash it again. but fuck off bitch im so not gonna do it. i mean like i wash the dishes wif my bare hands and if i wash wif my bare hand den ill canlike feel and see the fuckin dirt but its like clean im like wtf. den she just told me is u wanna clean the dishes clean the dishes properly. im like fuckin piss off rite now fuckin bitch even if u r like my cousin closer den related sister i dun give a fuck now BITCH! and i fuckin hate livin wif u feel like a fuckin SLAVE! and even if u see this entry u know wat i dun fuckin give a damn cause i fuckin hate livin wif u. u BITCH! to tell u the truth i have been holdin this on for such a long time and u know wat i fuckin hate ur attiutude! so wat if u like went and check up ths school for me u know wat u can just not do any of those and ill fuckin go do it my self cause its not hard at all . fuck u la bitch!

fuckin hate livin wif that mother fucker innocent whore bitch!

hey guys !!!! i miss u guys so much ... this is like one way to talk to u guys bout my problems and keep in touch hahaha... which mean we have to read each others blog !!!! hahahaha well its been goin fine here... my rainy days r gone... this is wat happen.

some day last week my cuz got drunk and she started tellin me how she feel and all well i kinda understand and now im all sweet. hope things will stay as it is. i realli miss like those food in malaysia. fink im gonna get fat wen i get home cause like here instant noodle is like my best fren hahahaha....

man i am so makin more frens now which is a good thing compare to wen i first started here. all alone sad and lobely but guess wad that in the past so no more lonely nesss so much more waggin class wif frens lol.

yesterday was gerry's b day party held t in my house. man does my cuz like them or wad hahahaha ... SHE LOVES THEM ADORES THEM. HAHAHAHA ot like they clean up my house after we drink hahaha but stupid jin have to go so early and i have to wake up to open the god damn door for him!!!! stupid farmer... wheres the tomato or potatoe u promise my cuz. hahahaha ... man so funny ... my frens started callin my cuz jia jia hahahaha (big sis)... it was fun yesterday . eventhought load of thing happen its still fun. hahahaha ....

SHOUT OUTS:
JI MIN: hmmmm.... get some sleep!!! woman!ill be there for u in 28 days hahahah...
CLARE: wat r u up to now? im so lost!
MADDIE: guys r DICKS! whoever that guys is u r a DICK!!!dun be sad!! or ill be sad too...
KARIN: hahahaha.... copin up in ur new school??? sure u r!!
SON: got u b day prezzie! but not tellin u wat it is!
NAINA: i see ur relationship is goin well ey?
ELLE: my manga buddy! any nerw series??
ARUNA: hellooo... im have totally lost u! where r u man?

28 more days till ill be back hahah im so happy! guess wat guys? im so freakin short in nz! but im so clever i go fins short ppl to make frens wif like my frens now they r all short hahahahha .... den i feel tall lol. jkin la.

miss u guys loads. love u guys loads. ill be back soon to ne there for u guys!

ok this is today's one lol... the past fewdays have neen not very good for me... but nvm that who ask me to live a sad life man i wish i can get out of here asap... man nvm that ill tell u sumfin better den my fuckin sad life.

last thursday i got a babysitting job... hahaha i baby sit this cute seven yr old korean boy name dave or david or dragon or dinasour hahahahha...thats wat he told me lol hahaha neways fuck man he is so damn clever !!! and im seriously not kiddin... hahaha he oso does kumon like i do wen i was his age awwww!!!! man ill show u guys his picture if i can get one lol hahahaha that was bout dave. and btw workin for 2 hours get me like 24 dollors = 48ringgit hahahaha malaysia sucks let me guess they onli give wat 4.5 an hour!?!?! woah that a lot!!!O.O hahahahaha

den on sunday opne of my frens isabella,pull me to church hahaha so i pull my other fren jerry to go wif me so i wont die of boredem lol hahaha but guess wat me and jerry sneak out of the church one hour after we got there we couldnt stand theirsingins for so long!!!! hahahaha den basically we pull along another kid call min yu who was supppose to go church but he din to go watch movie.den my cousin came along instead of watchin a movie we went to durniden to eat fish and chips how sad!!!! hahahaha but after that like at 6 jerry min yu and me went to watch a movie. went to busexchange to take a bus but we have to wait 14 min so decided to take a smoke and guess wat we saw. a couple kissin like frenchkissin and somemore very passioate bout it hahahaha and we were like look at them get a room man !!!! hahaha suddenly i automactically walk up to the glass window and knock really loud till the couple turn their head and i turn awaypretendin i dun know wat happen. yet coincidentally, jerry and min yu wasfacin them and they thought jerry did it so we all laugh and ran to a corner where they cant see us and laugh our heads off. but then there were this bunch of korean tourist rite next to us waitin for their bus and they were lookin at us wif the wtf look on their face it was god damn hilarious man HAHAHAHAHA!!!LOL but den after the movie i got on abus and go home but forgot to get off the bus on my bus station so i ended up in themiddle of no where walkin home like one hour walk ??? god knows how long i walk ed but i was all relief wen i got home ahahahaha but guesswat guys i am so fuckin broke now like i onli have 27. 90 wif me now thats all i got no more then that hahahah so i have to go baby sit today to get more money hahahaha den by the ned of the day ill have lets see 51.90 hmm not bad and i haveta work tomoro too and the day after tomoronut that all iwork no more than that.... hmmm...btw guysimwaggin english class now why???
because the teacher like ask me to do a speech and i was like fck hell no i am doin that so intead of goint o class i decided to wag it lol but i know u guys cannot wag class in malaysia so dun wagg class lol!!!! hahaha do it in uni they dun give a fuck but must past the end of ur yr test ahahahalol thats about my weekend ....

man i realli miss malaysia !!!im comin homw in bout 33 ndays time so i hope ths 33 dayswill past realli quickly!!! den we all can go parrty lol!!!!

SHOUT OUTS TIME!!!!
ji min: ohh dun worri too much itll be all sweet ( u know wat im talkin bout)
maddie : havina great time in singapore?? dun forget i wan prezzies hahaha lol
clare: ok now u r not missin and how is ur relatiopnship wif ur bf still goin strong?
karin: ur house in beijing very nice ah!!! i was a house like that!!!
sonia:hows life man haven been talkin to u for a while !!! read ur blog but guesss wat guys are DICKS so forget them.
naina: man i can never read ur blog cause it always get jam wen i go to ur blog!!! man WHY cant i read ur blog!!!!?????
ellie: hows gis goin man ?? hard hahahaha hows everyone there???
aruna : u realli disappeared where the hell are u???

ok thats about it . love u guys so much and miss u guys loads tooo!!!! dun forget me!!!! i still exist lol will see u guys soon lol MISS ME !!!

ppl under the age of 16 stop rite here as there will be vulger wordsin this essay or wateva this is.... that means u too sonia .... hahahhaa lol....

im living a fuckin sad life in new zealand i am so fuckin sad my likfe fuckin sucks and i fuckin hate it. its like fucked up! man fuck ths shit u guys know that i wanna do art subjects in uni rite.... but fuck NOOOO my cuz here is like dun do art subjects its onli hard and time consuming SO WAT FUCK MAN IT WAT I WANNA DO SO WATIF ITS HARD AND TIME CONSUMIN!!!!! damn it .... so fuckin stress up because of this fuckin not imprortant shit !!! i mean it is important but still!!!! i just wanna fuckin get back to malaysia and enjoy ife !!!! i hate it here!!!! everything is just nt goin rite for me.

like on tuesday i fuckin got a warnin for my attendence hey fuck man there are more ppl who fuckin wagg class 2 or 3 times worst dan me and they dun go find them and find me wat the fuck!!!!

well stupid design teacher keep walkin around damn stupid la i have to minimize this stupid thing dunno how many time!!!! man my life sucksfuck that shit

ok ok now that was wat i wrote the other day forgot to post it ...