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Thursday, November 16, 2006

just came back from singapore... shop shop shoppin... well i din realli shop for myself more like i bought b day presents for my family.... which is a bad thing... cause my mother father and brothers' b day are so close to each other that it so bad that i have to spend so much money on nov!!!! damn why do my parents and my bro haven to born in nov and dec???? damn u la ... ill be so broke this month but oso a good thing that my b day oso on nov where i can get money... lolbut luckily i bought their presents lol...

well i did not know how i survived in singapore .... livin in the same room as the old mushroom for 3 day... OMFG i actually survived!!!! hahahahah thats a miracle man .... LOL.... but despite the fact that she was there... it was fun...and im already missin mos burger...T.T ... come back here mos burger!!!!...hahahahaha and takin mrt was fun too... wait mrt... that reminds me... some idiot who was takin mrt wif me lead me into the opposite direction train... but thank god we realise after one stop and got off... hahahah funny...

well i got my self a bag for a present for myself for my b day ... i got a damn cool white and green everlast bag!!!!... even though it cost a lot but i love it like so much that its not funny at all!!!!! hahahahha .....but on the journey back home... the fuckin bitch old mushroon pissed me off i was like so fuckin pissed man.... wtf man she say why i have frens u ... im suppose to study... im like wtf cant a person have fren ... if no fren wouldt that be a bit sad... wtf man i fink she4s the one who has no fren that why she dun wan ppl to have fren fucker....den like the issue bout my parents have been like 2 yrs long... i mean ppl would have got over it rite... but noooo she kept goin on and on bout it ... wtf man it been 2 yrs and u that old mushroom still complainin how bad my father is blar blar blar... i mean like he is like my father ... sand he always will be ... so wtf r u talkin bout... im not like u man woman ... and i dun wanna be like u.... if i have a wish i would wish u could nvr talk ... like just shut ur god damn poisened mouth man... fuck u la and dun wanna talk bout u already so BB!!!!
Sunday, November 12, 2006

just came back from gentin... went to perm my hair too... well it looks damn short now but its actuially long T.T!!! and OMG ji min cut off so much of her hair !!!!! damn man but i still think she looks better after she cut her hair... it s like damn nice but wen she perm it it wasnt that nice.... too late to regret ... live wif it ... it will be gone very fast... if u dun think bout it ... well today i oso know that im goin singapore AGAIN!!! YAY... but onli for 3 days ... T.T

dunno y but this yr is like my travelin yr... at first went to thailand on a starcruse wif all my part of my cousins and family members for chinese new yr... den i went to melbourne for graduation trip ... den i went to new zealand for 3 months... came back for 3/4 weeks ... den i am goin to singapore this monday to wednesday... den in dec.. my family is goin to have a family trip to china.... WOAH.... this is like the yr i travel the most man ... i nvr tried travellin to so much places in one yr man... i broke my own record LOL ... so happy now i can see madeline wen i go singapore.... and i might even meet KARIN WAN WEN I GO CHINA!!!! cause she's oso goin to the same place as me on the same WEEK!!!! wat a coincidence !!!! hopefully i can meet karin.... i miss her so much since she left.... i mean who doesnt miss the funny-blur girl... LOL ... oooo kay gtg play games
LOL
Wednesday, November 08, 2006

hahahaha today is my b day!!!! yeh!!!!but no yehh cause im like 17!!!.... damn it im so old hai yo hahah i wish i could be like seven or somwthin !!! all the good time those days... hai well at least i get one yr older can get liscence lol so wat did i do today ... let me see.... woke up at like 10 somethin.... went to eat mamak.... den went to take train change like a lot of station cause i need to meet miss little ji min at kl sentral but i could have just go straight to time square lol hahahahha.... neways meet her at kl sentral got to time square and walk around.... hmmm.. den went to makan den took the monorall and lrt home wif sam's drivin!!!!! den went to buy ice cream cake ... hehe i haven eaten ice cream cake for so long .... and it was a pesent from sam tooo... hehe thxx sam!!!! hahahah well at least ive known u for 8 yrs hahahah since i was 9 WOAH THAT WAS A LONG TIME so its ok to spend little money on me rite !!!! plus i know u gettin good pay now!!!!! hahahaha lol .... neway cut cake ate it help ji min wif her homework....den went to maddie's house and is stuck here now....so yeh that how my b day goeswelll kimda sad rite!!! T.T but neways i have fun .....ok 3h 20 more min to go for my b day so yeh that s it....
Friday, November 03, 2006

. : Basics : .
[ .001. ] first name: Caryn
[ .002. ] middle name: Huei sing... and ji min stop callin me by this name!!!
[ .003. ] last name: Yap
[ .004. ] nickname(s): carrot... kai wen (in chinese)... karen...
[ .005. ] gender: female
[ .006. ] age: 16 turnin 17 soonn.... im gettin older NOOO
[ .007. ] birthday: 7TH NOV
[ .008. ] height: 166 i fink not sure...
[ .009. ] hair color: dark brown
[ .010. ] eye color: dark brown
[ .011. ] race: chinese`
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: yes... so does my whole family!!!
[ .013. ] do you have braces: nope i have perfect teeth ... hehe
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long i guess.... but not long enough!!!
[ .015. ] where were you born: malaysia
[ .016. ] current location: at home ... havin my sweet holiday
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: scorpio... im so evil just like a scorpian!!!
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english mandarin malay cantonese hokkian
[ .019. ] nationality: malaysian... duhhhh
[ .020. ] bad habits: watched too much tv....i fink
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 3 on both ears
[ .022. ] piercings you want:dunno...
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: one
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: i wan one more on my lower back!!!!>.<
[ .025. ] today's date: 3rd nov
[ .026. ] the time: 12:12 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: ok since i have nothin to do now!!!

. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: lydia
[ .029. ] father's name: yap yong khon i fink i spelled it wrongly but who cares~~~
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: nope dun have one
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Eric
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: faith!!! love her
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: faith 's husband for got his name sry dua ku!!!!>,<
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: none as i dun realli know most of them but ill vote for my mom's dad!!! heard he is a nice guy!!!
[ .036. ] worst relative: grandma
[ .037. ] best relative: me cuzzz
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yes
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: yes but not many

. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: nope my mom hates animals so i have no pets!!!
[ .041. ] what are their names: dun have one
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they:if i have one ill name it pussy!!! LOL

. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes high school one ye left yr 13
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got:dun wanna mention it!!!
[ .046. ] favorite grade: A* who doesnt wan A*!?!?!?!
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: U - ungraded!!!
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: ms wilson!!! i miss ur math class!!!!
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: dun have one
[ .050. ] favorite subject: it was drama ... so fun
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: ICT!!!!
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: used to....
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: yes for my CV!!!!
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: dun fink so!!!
[ .057. ] favorite memory: goin on a holiday wif all my cousins wen we were young!!!
[ .058. ] least favorite dance:rite ... wtf u talkin bout!!!!
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: the ones wif my grand ma in it
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: ummm always very clumsy and fallin down lol...

. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 7 or 11
[ .062. ] clothing brand: nice and comfy ones
[ .063. ] shoes: addidas or converse
[ .064. ] saying: fuck u.... LOL
[ .065. ] tv show: prison break so damn nice!!!!
[ .066. ] sport: basketball swimmin...
[ .067. ] vegetable: broccolis the best
[ .068. ] fruit: water melon love it
[ .069. ] movie: ummm... step up damn nice for now la...
[ .070. ] magazine: seventeen lol....
[ .071. ] actor: hot ones...LOL
[ .072. ] actress: dunno...
[ .073. ] candy: reeve peanut butter cup!!!
[ .074. ] gum: extra!!!!
[ .075. ] scent: forever and ever dior
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: vanilla!!!
[ .078. ] color: blue black green yellow ... rockish colours!!!
[ .079. ] season: winter
[ .080. ] holiday: chinese new yr where all the money comes LOL
[ .081. ] band: ummm... got loads la the panic channel ... tenicious d... n more
[ .082. ] singer: ppl who can sing
[ .083. ] group: i dunno...
[ .084. ] rapper: chamilionare ahahaha
[ .085. ] type of music: rock ballet
[ .086. ] thing in your room: a bed 2 doors a table some shelves a cupboard chair and bed side table
[ .087. ] place to be: away from home
[ .088. ] radio station: hits .fm
[ .089. ] tv channel: C4 (in newzealand)
[ .090. ] junk food: chocolates!!!
[ .091. ] overall food: ummm japanese food!!!
[ .092. ] store: ummm... dvd shops...
[ .093. ] shoe brand: addidas
[ .094. ] fast food: MC D
[ .095. ] restaurant: Chilli's
[ .096. ] shape: round or diamond
[ .097. ] time of day: sleepin oe hangin out wif frens
[ .098. ] country:SPAIN ITALLY FRANCE....
[ .099. ] state: baschelona how ever u spell it lol!!!
[ .100. ] boys names: matthews , Daivin
[ .101. ] girls names: Devin
[ .102. ] mall: one u... lol
[ .103. ] video game: haven been playin video game for a long time so dunno
[ .104. ] shampoo: any one that my mom buys
[ .105. ] board game: RISK MONOPOLY CLUEDO MR. SPY HOTELAR love board games!!!
[ .106. ] computer game: this question u should ask my bro not me .. wrong person!!!
[ .107. ] car: mini cooper or evo or... dunno lol!!!
[ .108. ] music video: not sure as my mom cut of channel 70 71 72 DAMN IT!!!!
[ .109. ] swear word: FUCK
[ .110. ] word: nahhh
[ .111. ] month: novemeber
[ .112. ] cartoon character: sponge bob!!!
[ .113. ] scary movie: scary movie 1 2 n 3
[ .114. ] team: lakers
[ .115. ] possession: channel lipstick and dior perfumm!!!! love them

. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: white famous rapper
[ .117. ] dog: missy!!!!
[ .118. ] hot: jessica alba
[ .119. ] britney spears: wasted
[ .120. ] nsync: gay
[ .121. ] real world:not a fantasy world
[ .122. ] orange: karin
[ .123. ] choice: not me ... i cant decide
[ .125. ] bisexual: hahahahahah... dun wanna say the name ***
[ .126. ] black: raicise
[ .127. ] icq: dun have one
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: madeline LOL
[ .129. ] linkin park: ROCK ON!!!

where's 130? oh well.

[ .131. ] rainbow: seven colours
[ .132. ] cherry: red

and 133?

[ .134. ] shark: scary
[ .135. ] lifehouse: long
[ .136. ] bat: puiny
[ .137. ] leather: crocodile
[ .138. ] whip: horse
[ .139. ] america: 8th ocean
[ .140. ] water: coolin
[ .141. ] volcano: hot

. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: r&b
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop.
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b.
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: j lo
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem!
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson
[ .161. ] atomic kitten or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: none
[ .165. ] football or basketball: both
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: both
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: rollerblading
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: orange
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink:purple i hate pink!!!
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot
[ .174. ] moon or sun: mooon
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: both hahahaha lol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: noth
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlie's angle
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: SCOOBY DUH!
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: not sure
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars!!!
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tattoos
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: none

. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: nope
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: nope
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: nope
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: dunno
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: hahahha who else maddie la in a dare!!!!
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none but i would love to break onelol
[ .193. ] how any people broke your heart: none
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: love me for who i am
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like:HOT
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no
[ .197. ] do you have a picture of yourself: duh...
[ .198. ] do you go by looks or personality: look first den personality
[ .199. ] ever kiss a friend: duhhhh
[ .200. ] are you still friends: duhhhhh
[ .201. ] so moving along..do you smoke: hahah yes ...
[ .202. ] do you smoke weed: hahhahaha ... yes
[ .203. ] ever trip on acid: no .. im not that bad
[ .204. ] how about a little x: no !!!!
[ .205. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nope thats too much
[ .206. ] beer good or beer bad: beer ok... LOL
[ .207. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: NO
[ .208. ] do you like smirnoff ice: NO
[ .209. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .210. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: marbloro lights
[ .211. ] are you a virgin: duhhh

. : Would you ever : .
[ .212. ] bungee jump: YES!!!!
[ .213. ] sky dive: HELL YEAH!!!!
[ .214. ] swim with dolphins: YESHHHHH!!!!
[ .215. ] scuba dive: YESH!!!!

what happened to the other ones? lol.

[ .220. ] go rock climbing: done
[ .221. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no fuckin way
[ .222. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no fuckin way
[ .223. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: NO fuckin way
[ .224. ] cross-dress: yeah would love to
[ .225. ] lie to the police: dependssss
[ .226. ] run from the police: y should i???
[ .227. ] lie to your parents: yeah
[ .228. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: if onli he is hot and im on a dare
[ .229. ] be an exotic dancer: no way
[ .230. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: would love to try
[ .231. ] streak: nope

. : Your friends : .
[ .232. ] best friend: the whole of sr but ji min is the closet os all
[ .233. ] known longest: ji min
[ .234. ] wish you talked to more: naina
[ .235. ] wish you saw more: mel
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: nicole
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: ji min
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': nope...
[ .239. ] craziest: ji min shes so insane
[ .240. ] loudest: aruna
[ .241. ] shyest: ellie
[ .242. ] best hair: ellie
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: ji min!!!
[ .244. ] best eyes: naina
[ .245. ] best body: ellie or maddie or son!!!
[ .246. ] most athletic: hmm... maddie
[ .247. ] sex symbol: maddie!?!?! no la jkin
[ .248. ] hot tempered: clare
[ .249. ] most impatient: ji min
[ .250. ] shortest: karin wan!!!
[ .251. ] tallest: ellie
[ .252. ] talented: we all are.

yet again, where's 253?

[ .254. ] skinniest: aruna
[ .255. ] nicest: al oso very nice
[ .256. ] best personality: maddie
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: KEN

. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: nope
[ .260. ] been to michigan: nope
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: yesh... and i vomitted too!!!
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: nope
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yeaaah
[ .266. ] wanted to beat me up for making this so long: yeah
[ .267. ] Beat someone up: YUP
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: duh
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: hahahaha dunno may be wen i was drunk i did but cant rmb
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: duhhhh
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: duhhhh
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yeah
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: YES
[ .275. ] been to a concert: NO
[ .276. ] been to another country: duhhhh
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: duh
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope
[ .279. ] go in a car accident: yes
[ .280. ] broke a law: yeh
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yup
[.282. ] tried to kill yourself: ummm... kinda more like hurtin myself
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: duhh wen i was young
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: yesh
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: nope

. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: ok la
[ .288. ] about boy bands: gay
[ .289. ] about flag burning: country diein
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: y fight?
[ .291. ] about suicide: theres a reason behind it
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: shut up ppl!!!
[ .293. ] about abortion: it like killin a life
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: load of shoutin
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: not here
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: all of sr


[ .340. ] are you skinny: anope
[ .341. ] are you short: nope
[ .342. ] are you tall: yes ... i fink
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: nope
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: nope ... brown???
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: u must be crazy to see one
[ .346. ] are you evil: ahahaha... yes!!!
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: NOPE
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: yes.
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie:nope
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: very
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: yes
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: may be...
[ .353. ] do you like to shop: yes

. : Random questions : .
[ .354. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: a dolphin
[ .355. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: chocolates
[ .356. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes
[ .357. ] do you dream in color or black and white: colour
[ .358. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yeah
[ .359. ] can people read you like a book: yes ...
[ .360. ] what's your biggest fear: stuck in a life wif my grand ma
[ .361. ] do you talk a lot: yes
[ .362. ] are you afraid of clowns:no
[ .363. ] do you like spiders: nope
[ .364. ] how about grape kool-aid: hmmmm....
[ .365. ] can you drive: yes but not legal though hehe
[ .366. ] are you spoiled: no way!!!
[ .367. ] are you anti-social: let see... NO
[ .368. ] do you see dumb people: yeh load like u!!!
[ .369. ] do you see dead people: nope
[ .370. ] any last words: how many more questions have i got???
[ .371. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: get out of the house and go karaoke duhhhh...
Thursday, November 02, 2006

1) Realize anything new?
yeh...but its a secret!

2) Who made you laugh a minute ago?
no one

3) Called you in the middle of the night?
ill pick up and say bb LOL

4) Ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you?
yeh... i guess so

5) How much cash do you have on you right now?
not sure

6) Have you ever been given roses?
Yes... from my frens LOL

7) How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
let see ... none ... lol

8) Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yes.... duhhhh seein them as sisters!!!!

9) Have you ever broken someones heart?
nope.... but i would love to... LOL

10) What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
ill turn around and slap them one their face hard out

11) Do you still talk to your first realboyfriend/girlfriend?
nope ... i nvr had one lol

12) What you prefer in your relationship to be called?
my name duhhhh.....

13) What should you be doing right now?
nothing... since im on holiday....

14) Have you been on a date in the past week?
no...

15) Have you ever kissed someone you dont like?
err duhhhh as in dares....

16) Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
TELL ME WHO DOESNT!!!

17) What are you going to do later in the night?
eat dinner ... go on9 ..... sleep .... watch tv??

18) Have you ever had a crush on your brother's or sister's friend?
nope its just wrong lol....

19) Have you ever had a stalker?
kinda ... very scary too....rmb maddie in sungai wang???

20) Have you ever felt betrayed by your "bestfriend"?
yes but she is not my best fren now so i dont realli care....

21) Have you ever seen your girl best friend naked?
errr duhhhhh hahahahah i ve seen everything of their and they seen everything of mine lol

22) Do you mind spending a lot of money for the ones you love?
depends...

23) When you see the person you like with another girl?
as long as he is not mine its fine lol... its just a crush neways....

24) What time did you sleep last night?
12-1 am i think..

25) What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
His face lol....

26) What is your biggest mistake?
trustin my grandma's nonsense

27) Did you have braces on?
nope nvr i have perfect teeth LOL

28) What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has said to you?
hmmmm.... dunno ...

29) Do you speak any other languages?
yes ... chinese malay hokkian cantonese

30) What do you wish for?
a life without my grandma

31) Have you ever been kissed by a guy?
yes duhhh in all those dares....

32) What are you doing for the past few hours?
errr sleepin...

33) When was the last time you said "i love you"?
a few days ago to my fren lol...

34) Any people in love with you right now?
no....

35) Do you get jealous easily?
nope i dun fink so.....

36) Who last send you testimonial?
mel!!!!! I MISS U MELLL!!!!

37) Among ur accessories which you like most?
ummm necklace

38) Do you have suitors right now?
nope too young for one ...

39) Where would you like to go with your future bf?
spain!!!!! or france !!!! ahhhhh.....

40) Who always make you laugh?
everyone.... mayt be its more like i make ppl laugh ... LOL

41) Who makes your heart beat fast and slow at the same time?
hot actors ... LOL

42) What do you hate most in a relationship?
ummmm.. dunno have not been in a relationship yet...

43) Last person you had a conversation with?
MADDIE

44) Would you want to hold ur boyfriend's housekey?
yes incase i run away from home and have no where to go.... lol

45) Are you willing to love again even if you've been hurt many times?
i guess it depends.... diff guys diff thoughts

46) Do you prefer to see him/her everyday or not so often?
in the middle i guess

47) Whats my ringtone now?
some lousy shit la.... lol as my sony phone rojak already T.T

48) Your thoughts on online relationships?
nvr works

49) Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
chick

50) Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
err duhhhhh .... i wonder who...

51) Do you have a crush on someone in your school right now?
no

52) How long does it take you to shower?
15 mins

53) Last person that saw you cry?
no one actually saw mw cry they onli heard me over the phone as i was all the way in NZ

54) Do you like handsome guys?
duhhh who doesnt...???

55) What are you planning to do this weekend?
not sure....

56) What made you smile today?
nothin its just like 12 06 pm!!!

57) Whose your bestfriend?
the whole of SR!!!

58) What is your status right now?
single ....

59) Who you wanna meet down the days of your life?
some one that can take away all my stress and sadness

60) Whats the first thing you do when you see a pervert?
bit him up LOL

61) When did you last receive a rose?
forgot...

62) Do you demand your loved one to change into something that pleases you?
nope if i realli love him... i would love him for who he is...

63) What is the major reason of a break up?
dunnoo???

64) Which do you prefer? Kisses or hugs?
ummm.... hugs i guesss...

65) What present would you prefer on Valentines day?
chocolates!!!! i love them... hehe

well yesterday me and maddie the 2 sad asses went to sunway lagoon... hahahaha i know its realli sad rite??? but who cares as long as we went.... it was damn fun whe its like the onli 2 of us goin on the ride over and over again... den something damn funny happen while we where waitin for the ride....

(HIGH PITCH SCREAMIN COMIN OUT FROM THE FULLY COVERED SPIRAL RIDE)
maddie : must be kinda fast and scary...
me: yeh must be 2 girls comin down...
maddie: yeh wonder who is it...
(SCREAMIN GETS LOUDER AND LOUDER)
aplash TWO INDIAN GUYS CAME OUT...
maddie : wahhahahahahahahahahahha
me: wat the... wahahahahahahahahahahah
yeh thats basically wat happened.
despite the fact that we walked so much in sunway lagoon to reach the rides maddie and me went for a fest frist we eat nasi lemak and chicken burger den a corn and den kfc qden ice cream den corn again den go home eat bak kut teh .... i was like bloated man!!!! maddie u have to go shogun wif this typoe of appittiete lol... ok la thats all for today... ^^
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

my life is just like those drama series.... well actually not onli mine my cousins as welll... to begin wif i have the most horrible grandma ever... how should i describe her??? hmmm ... lets see i guess the most sutable word to describe her is phycoticly crazy.... im serious man her purpose of livin is to ruin other ppl's family and life.... to the extend, my cuz and i even call her old bitch or old mushroom... not that we want to ... is just that she made our life misareble and is still doin it now not learnin her lesson. fuck man y does this have to happen to me .... ppl might say ohh u r so lucky ... u r born into such a good family ... u should treasure it... REALLI!?!?!? treasure wat i got now!?!?!? treasure wat is to be a tragedy???? well im not so sure i would want to treasure such tragedy. ppl outside my family would nvr understand. how could a 70 yr old grandmother have her own grand sons and daughters against her... isnt that a bit sad... or may be its a tragedy... livin in her own world thinkin she is THE queen will im here to live for my self for my own happiness not for urs u bitch so do my cousins so back off and continue livin in ur own world!!! wats the problem of marrying some one that is not ur own race??? is it a crime...??? tragedy .... isnt it just a tragedy if none of ur family members... even ur closest cousins does not know that u r gettin married and can never attend ur once in a life time marriage??? and where did all these begin??? ohh i know ... our grand ma .... just because she cant accept a black into our family!!!! wat rite fo u have to judge who we marry as long as we r happy u OLD BITCH!!! we live to be happy for ourself not for u!!!! we do not love for other ppl woman!!! we live for ourself.... u think ur so clever that u can just hide things as secrets that is nvr to be found out!?!?!? well guess wat u r so WRONG!!!... secrets r to be revealed it can nvr last FOREVER U DUMB BITCH.... i know wat other ppl might think wen they see my blog... wat a bad grabd daughter i am blar blar blar... well let me tell u... u have nvr been through this so u do not know wat it is like ... so dun judge.... i just pity my cousins that they can nvr experince a normal grandma that doesnt judge who their daughters or son marry to wheather they r poor or rich... so wat if my dad or aunts r poor ???? they r still human ok.... so wat if they r not as rich as some ppl... huh? they at least still have a thing call heart that u nvr will have.... i will nvr forget wat u did to all those that u look down at ... mark my words... I WILL NVR FORGET!!! and u know wat... im goin to study so hard and get my degree and get a damn good job and live my own life ... i dun even wanna go back to my old life where i have to face u at all ... and one day u r goin to get so mess up as u lied so much to break ppls family !!!!! I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE A LIFE WIF U... MARK MY WORDS !!!!

ok enough bout the stupid idiotic old mushroom/bitch... i dun give a fuck bout her ne more.... just wanna get her out of my life which i surely will wen i am independent enough and earn my own money....

well this week have been fun .... hahahha goin out havin fun wif my frens ... doin crazy things.... hmmmm.... sonia's b day is fun i mean its REALLI FUN!!! hahahahaah well after that like today ive been nearly killed by boredem... at home man i just have to go out... damn my mom is already complainin how much i have been goin out!!! i mean ive onli been back 2 weeks !!!! girls just wanna have fun mom!!!!! hahahahah im sure ull understand that... hehe but too bad u GROUNDED ME!!!! HOW CAN U DO THAT MOM MY B DAY IS NEXT WEEK AND IM GROUNDED FOR 2 WEEKSSS NOOOOOOO!!!!! but neways ill try my best to go out hahahha lol.... mom u know u cant stop me ... well may be u can but i still wanna go out !!!! u so have to let me out mom!!!!!