my life is just like those drama series.... well actually not onli mine my cousins as welll... to begin wif i have the most horrible grandma ever... how should i describe her??? hmmm ... lets see i guess the most sutable word to describe her is phycoticly crazy.... im serious man her purpose of livin is to ruin other ppl's family and life.... to the extend, my cuz and i even call her old bitch or old mushroom... not that we want to ... is just that she made our life misareble and is still doin it now not learnin her lesson. fuck man y does this have to happen to me .... ppl might say ohh u r so lucky ... u r born into such a good family ... u should treasure it... REALLI!?!?!? treasure wat i got now!?!?!? treasure wat is to be a tragedy???? well im not so sure i would want to treasure such tragedy. ppl outside my family would nvr understand. how could a 70 yr old grandmother have her own grand sons and daughters against her... isnt that a bit sad... or may be its a tragedy... livin in her own world thinkin she is THE queen will im here to live for my self for my own happiness not for urs u bitch so do my cousins so back off and continue livin in ur own world!!! wats the problem of marrying some one that is not ur own race??? is it a crime...??? tragedy .... isnt it just a tragedy if none of ur family members... even ur closest cousins does not know that u r gettin married and can never attend ur once in a life time marriage??? and where did all these begin??? ohh i know ... our grand ma .... just because she cant accept a black into our family!!!! wat rite fo u have to judge who we marry as long as we r happy u OLD BITCH!!! we live to be happy for ourself not for u!!!! we do not love for other ppl woman!!! we live for ourself.... u think ur so clever that u can just hide things as secrets that is nvr to be found out!?!?!? well guess wat u r so WRONG!!!... secrets r to be revealed it can nvr last FOREVER U DUMB BITCH.... i know wat other ppl might think wen they see my blog... wat a bad grabd daughter i am blar blar blar... well let me tell u... u have nvr been through this so u do not know wat it is like ... so dun judge.... i just pity my cousins that they can nvr experince a normal grandma that doesnt judge who their daughters or son marry to wheather they r poor or rich... so wat if my dad or aunts r poor ???? they r still human ok.... so wat if they r not as rich as some ppl... huh? they at least still have a thing call heart that u nvr will have.... i will nvr forget wat u did to all those that u look down at ... mark my words... I WILL NVR FORGET!!! and u know wat... im goin to study so hard and get my degree and get a damn good job and live my own life ... i dun even wanna go back to my old life where i have to face u at all ... and one day u r goin to get so mess up as u lied so much to break ppls family !!!!! I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE A LIFE WIF U... MARK MY WORDS !!!!

ok enough bout the stupid idiotic old mushroom/bitch... i dun give a fuck bout her ne more.... just wanna get her out of my life which i surely will wen i am independent enough and earn my own money....

well this week have been fun .... hahahha goin out havin fun wif my frens ... doin crazy things.... hmmmm.... sonia's b day is fun i mean its REALLI FUN!!! hahahahaah well after that like today ive been nearly killed by boredem... at home man i just have to go out... damn my mom is already complainin how much i have been goin out!!! i mean ive onli been back 2 weeks !!!! girls just wanna have fun mom!!!!! hahahahah im sure ull understand that... hehe but too bad u GROUNDED ME!!!! HOW CAN U DO THAT MOM MY B DAY IS NEXT WEEK AND IM GROUNDED FOR 2 WEEKSSS NOOOOOOO!!!!! but neways ill try my best to go out hahahha lol.... mom u know u cant stop me ... well may be u can but i still wanna go out !!!! u so have to let me out mom!!!!!