if you looked inside a girl--
you would see how much she really cries.
you would find so many secrets and lots
of lies. but what you'll see the most is how
hard it is to stay strong when nothing is
right and everything is wrong.
together we party ; together we cry.
kept every secret & covered every lie cause
we`ll be best friends until the day we die
& just remember, when life
knocks you down on your
knees... you're in the perfect
love me or leave me
but whatever you do
just please don't lead me onposition to pray
take no one for granted
because the truth is
no one waits forever <3
hey guys!!! just watch the video's on the giseye blog... HAHAHA ITS DAMN FUNNY MAN ... u ppl from gis should go check it out... as the school dun know bout this
hahahahha... the website is giseye.blogspot.com !!! go check it out!!!
ok so i got my airticket... FINALLY!!! im goin back on jan the 20th... and school's startin on 29th of jan... dun realli feel like goin back to school as i haven been revisin or even touchin any of the text book for more den 6 month!!! basically i forgot everything that i was taught in GIS... hehe but nvm ill work my arse off LOL!!!
been so busy this week... and today is my bro b day... HAPPY B DAY BRO!!! but u r so old hahahah lol u fuckin ah beng... so i am goin to china this sunday wif most of my family members... this is gonna be fun ppl!!! wif all my funny cuz and late nites we gonna spend doin stupid things... cant wait!!!!
hai ... dunno wat to write now so bb^^
i dunno why... but i feel like lockin myself in my room. I dun wanna know wats goin on out there... i dun wanna think bout anything... i dun wanna care anymore... life's complicated... life's feeled wif happynesss...life's feeled wif lies... i just wanna be alone... not think bout the outside world... not talkin to anyone... not doin anything... and onli lyin on my bed starin at the ceiling high above...
sometimes i just wanna kill myself.. even ask y i was born into this world... if i have not been born den everything i feel will just go away...yet i wont meet my parents, brother, cousins, and friends... i realli dunno wat i can do wif my life... i hate myself for being who i am... sometimes i just wish that i can go back in time and just be the girl i used to be... impossible... impossible... impossible... what can i do wif my life... i've been searchin for the answer for a long time... but im still lost...
maybe it's time to stop... just stop... stop for a while and think...
sometimes i feel like i am a puppet being controled by someone else... doing things that i hate... stop stop stop... i just wanna stop rite here at this moment... but wat can i do... i hate my life...
