just been browsing through facebook just now... saw some of my old picture... i realise i changed heaps!!! from innocent to bad fat to fatter to skinnier to skinner hahaha... but most of all i fink my personality changed a lot too... sometimes i wish that i can be old me that doesnt think so much and do so much... but somethings has happen that has change me and thats teh fact cant really go back anymore... is hu man just selfish? they always want somethin that they cant get... so time i think im a bitch like a serious one... dunno... hmmm... may be its just me that is thinkin too much... really dunno...
heard a justin timberlake song in my frens car just now while he is sendin me home... dunno the name of the song but wat it says make me realise im stuck in the middle of no where... i have no goal, no opinion, and i have no idea wat i can do wif my life anymore... im stuck in the middle of no where dunno where my path is... im really lost... can anyone help me out here? im just so lost that i dun even ta;lk much these days... everytime i go out wif some of my frens they would say " hey caryn, why r u so quiet today?" is it because im still lost findin the right me or is it that i have found it but i just haven realise it yet... im really lost...
its just me and my depression now.... may be it will take a while for me to find my path in life... guess i have to find it my self ...
gonna go sleep now >.<
