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Friday, September 21, 2007

hi ppl.... hmmm dun fink ppl actually read my blog but who cares its a way to tell the world how i feel LOL

abeen readin some ppl's blog lately... i found out that a lot of ppl have changed... not in a bad way though but they will be definitly different from the last time i left kl....they all basically have their own life... living it their own way.... and i fink ive changed too so hopefully we will still be the same wen we r back together even if we r not we will still get along hahah...

so i have made the choice to go to melbourne... but not 100%.... i fink i have made the choice to go to melbourne but the reason im not sureits because im afraaid of facing new people... the new enviroment and most importantly would i get to have frens that are as nice as the ones i have in NZ? i know they would prefer me not going but i dun fink i can continue living wif my cousin....

its not that i hate her or anyting... we can be real good cousins but the thing is i cannot live under the same roof wif her its just fustrating...

alot of people i ask would they prefer melbourne or christchurch... 80% told me melbourne... well in the end its up to me to decide not them so i really dun know... but one thing for sure is i would want to live somewhere where i would be happy... i dun wan to end up sad n disappointed and regrad the decision i have made... its good enough to have my mom lettin me decide even though she has pressurize me by tellin me whereever i go i have to stay wif family...

oh wells i guess i just have to think bout it real seriously before i decide it would not be another irrational decision that i made one and a half yesr ago... i mean i would love to be independent and not keep relaying on my family... which i fink that would most possibly happen in melbourne as my bro always relay on me and not me relaying on him ...

oh wells,,, i just have to think it through now hopefully i will make the rite decision! good luck to me>.<

fuck fuck fuck exams r in 2 months time ... may be a bit more but i have no idea wat physics about... fuck y did i even bother takin that subject!?!?! im screwed!!!! ahhh i fink im gonna fail physics... its the onli subject that im worried about rite now .... i have confidence i will pass the other 4 but physics i really dun know!!! i guess ill just try my best.... haiiii

looking for someone to share my feelins T.T

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